Haven't done this in a while... > 3<

( SPOILERS: Episode 19~26[END] )

>>Done!<<

( Looks like I managed to use up all the bandwidth again... )
Now my internet is slow ;__; Thanks BitComet :)

This week is making me more and more tired and depressed.

Though, I shouldn't complain, since I should've studied more...

I finally got around to seeing Nausicaa again, and I cried.
It's been so long since I last saw it.

It is with the great sadness to find out today, that Dave, the janitor of Thomas Haney Secondary School had passed away.

I received an invite to a facebook group called "Remember Dave Wight" to find this sad news.
It was extremely shocking; to the brink of tears.

He was the coolest and friendliest janitor in Thomas Haney. The chats in the hallways and afterschool were always extremely entertaining.

Dave, you will be sorely missed.

Rest in peace, dear friend.

X3 So I've been watching more Gakuen Alice :3 It's a pretty cute series~
「学園アリス」リアルタイム・ボローギーング、いくぜ！！
( (Semi) Real-Time Blogging: Gakuen Alice [SPOILERS: Episode 19+] )

Ok, so I played till about 7PM (from last entry) for dinner break, and stopped until.. now lol~
The events were exciting, just.. wasn't enough for me to rant lol

Anyways, I blame dinner and Taiwanese TV shows for delaying my play XD
I'm going to start real-time blogging again~ Here goes:

( Tales of Symphonia: Real-Time Blogging [SPOILERS] )

lols~ I'm totally spamming my LJ with Tales of Symphonia rantings XD

Can't wait till the SEQUEL!!!! <33333333333333333333333333333

A bit sad I finished it thoooough

Haha, I know I wouldn't update again until everything's over, but I grad-ed yesterday!

Man.. it still feels so surreal.. I still don't feel like I've "graduated" -__-;;
But here are the details:

PS: Pictures will come on a later date, I'm too lazy to upload, plus other people have pictures I want *hehe*

( Grad Ceremony )
( Post-Grad madness )
( Dinner/Dance~ )
( Post-Dinner/Dance [Dry Grad, etc.] )

So now that the party is over, it's time to focus on school agaiiinn

Work hard, everyone!
I know I have to OoO;;


PS: Haha, OMG, this entry took me 6 hours to type lol
I kept on slacking off, plus there was dinner too

the heart bleeds; I cry

'you snooze, you
lose' as they say

little boys pick on them, girls
ignore them--that is what is
done by me
as always

all those false
Pretenses, wrong
interpretation
on my part (what)

made me end up this way. Please
Pity Me, I say. Yet I deserve
none; brought the ending upon
myself (disgrace)

what to do,
what to do..
all that is left
are fantasies (...)

somehow, there is a silver lining?
confused, confuzzled, Cheated
will soon ask
for advice

will this provide the
motivation I need...?

the heart bleeds; I cry (I am)

Ohh maaaaan, I just read Eien no WITH and it's one of the saddest manga I've ever read T__T

Contrary to popular belief, this manga is about a girl and a guide-dog, not shoujo, not even shounen. (Welll, it might have the tiniest shoujo aspects in it)
It's just a one-shot, but it made me cry so much! I was crying bucket of tears, literally!
Though the art wasn't excellent in the first "chapter", the sequel chapters were much better drawn. (Due to the mangaka drawing the first one in like year 199# and second and third one much later than that [200#])

This reminds me of a Japanese movie called "Quill", which is also about a guide-dog (of his life at least)
Daaaaang, that movie made me cry tooo ToT
Anyways..

Summary:
Hitomi, with her father always at work and her mother who pays more attention to her baby brother, she has always felt alone. As she is very timid, she has no friends either. Therefore, Hitomi decides one day to volunteer to raise a guide-dog for a year, before the dog undergoes the real training after the year with her is up.
So during that time, she and Eye (the dog) really bonded; Hitomi really became more outgoing and likeable to others due to the moral support of Eye. However, when it comes time to part, it doesn't look as easy as it seems...

I highly highly recommend this! I've uploaded it here:

CLICK AND DOWNLOAD MEEE

Gonna go cry some more buckets.. >__>;;

Okii, so here's my long awaited post that I was supposed to post during Easter holiday lol
I had/have many things to talk about, so...

( Ramble Cutt'd )

Edit: lolol This entry has been written during a span of days.. So it sounds very choppy XD Sorryyy

So yes, it's been at least a week since my trip to Disneyland. Many things have happened as well, so I had decided to postpone my post-Disneyland post until I have more free time during Spring Break (which is now lol)

( Disney )

That's all I want to share~
It's one of those things where you just have to be there to experience it~
Sooo much fun!~ People who didn't go TOTALLY missed it!! Such a shame! My throat was so totally messed up! lol
(Though the drama could be missed..)

Aaanyways, people who want Disney pictures, tell me!
I want all of yours pictures too!!~~

( MetroTown )

( Spring Band Concert )

( Spirit Week )

If anyone wants pictures, tell me~
And whoever has Gym Riot pictures, especially ones of Taz and his Awesome Jump!, please send!

*sigh* It was quite annoying in the Gym Riot though.. Green sucks at cheering!
Nobody cheers until they "have to"
God, it was making me angry.. I was also trying to cover for them, but it was too hard alone..
Plus I already screwed up my throat *cough*Disney,GymRiot*cough*

But yeah.. now it's Spring Break, and I'm totally screwed!
I gotta finish LGs as much as possible, instead of slacking off, like right now XD XD
Man, I have to work tomorrow too -__-;;

Oh! Speaking of work, I got a funny story! (Well, not really, but still)
( Work: 'Funny Story' )

Thus ends my longest picture/whatever update ever!
Thanks for sticking with me for so long! lol~

My fate lies in the hands of the government.
I thought once I went today, I could get my temporary passport right away, or guaranteed a temporary passport..
Unfortunately that is not the case.

( woe is me )

So today is Pro-D day, meaning there's no school.
I planned to wake up at 4:30AM this morning, so I can phone the number that I need to call in order for them to "speed up" my passport application.

( Passport Ramble )
( On the bus )

And also, Lazy Den is officially open once again~ At our new location!
Our phone number is still the same: 604 552 3697
The new address is:

304-1194 Lansdowne Drive
Coquitlam BC

Come visit us~ It's across from GlenEagle Secondary, also in the square of the only 7-Eleven in Coquitlam lol
We don't have a banner up yet, so it's the red banner of the video store (Some Chinese writing, with the letters "TVBS" on the right).
It's to the right of this store called "Tri-City ____"
Soo~ Come and visit us!~

Today, the people from St. Joseph Catholic High (in Edmonton) came to visit our school.
They came with their band to visit our school because both our schools are "self-directed learning" schools.

( Details, and some juicy ones..? )

lol Yeah, my looong overdue post XD

( Winter Formal Dance info >~< )

Yeah.. I'm very worried lately about the passport. Since there's the new rule where "if Canadians travel to the US, they will need a passport", there are many people applying for one and the office is apparently backlogged T__T
I was listening to the radio this morning, and they said that the office is backlogged to 60 days! SIXTY! Holy crap!

I wish my passport will come before I leave for Disneyland!! *cries*
If it doesn't.. I won't get my money back *horror!*
Hopefully me putting the travelling date as Feb. 25 (at least a week earlier than my trip) will make it come faster!

Wish me luck!~
Go passport! Go school! Go me! Go everyone!!

Ah.. so I've finally decided to post a real post that I wanted to do since the start of summer school lol
So ramblings, here I come!
I'd suggest clicking on the stuff that interests you.. I ramble a lot, and you'd know what the topic of the paragraph is ^__^b
(Please note that all these stuff are things that have happened in a span of days, so it might seem quite... bulky and random..)

( Ramble on summer school.. )
( Riverside Secondary.. )
( Relatives.. )
( J-U-M-B-O: Funny Story.. )
( Soccer and Italy~ )
( Pirates of the Caribbean.. )
( Maple Story.. )
( Gaining a friend.. )
( Losing a friend.. )

Man, I'm such a "LJ whore" lately x__x;;
I'm here to rant, again -__-;;
( Hear me roar.. >__>;; )

XD I finally finished watching the subs of Shaman King *__*
The ending was kind of..
( Spoiler-ish stuff.. )
Oh well XD The series itself is still pretty awesome~ I should read the manga *__*
Now all I need is to download the Specials o___o;; There are absolutely no seeds for it T___T

I've developed a liking for Opacho near the end XD
Opacho is soo cute~ X3
Kiiii~ I still can't believe I finished it T__T

After plentiful of car rides and taking a shower, I have given my situation a lot of thinking.

However "glad" I am of taking the first step towards getting to know him, the whole weekend has been a total emotion-overdrive. And now, I'm feeling quite drained.
So in this state, I have been thinking lots about this, and having a talk with Ha Lim, I have decided I will not be pursuing him any longer.

Though that doesn't mean I don't like him anymore--I mean, he came online while I was talking to her and my heart was beating like hell while I freaked out on Ha Lim--but this whole thing just feels so emotionally draining. And even after all the "big steps" I've taken, I still have no courage to even look at him in the eyes. I'm afraid it might have gone worse.

I'm sorry to someone who has believed in me and been my moral support. I have let you down. I just don't think I'm ready for this kind of thing.

((For those of you who don't get this at all, don't worry, you haven't missed much))