the heart bleeds; I cry

'you snooze, you
lose' as they say

little boys pick on them, girls
ignore them--that is what is
done by me
as always

all those false
Pretenses, wrong
interpretation
on my part (what)

made me end up this way. Please
Pity Me, I say. Yet I deserve
none; brought the ending upon
myself (disgrace)

what to do,
what to do..
all that is left
are fantasies (...)

somehow, there is a silver lining?
confused, confuzzled, Cheated
will soon ask
for advice

will this provide the
motivation I need...?

the heart bleeds; I cry (I am)

Last night, I stood outside, under cover as the snow fluttered down.
With my hot chocolate in my hands, I watched.

It was nice, and I never realised how much I liked snow.
Dancing and whirling down.. until it touches the ground..
Where it is then stepped on; a dark mark, no longer white.

I stare.
How I despise the snow on the ground.

I drink. I finish. I step out into the cold.
The snow turns to slush beneath me, even more fall upon me.
I walk towards my ride. It is time to go home.